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Mind over matter a matter of mind. Mattering nabobs of nega give of be. Get to work ! Yes boss. But then I don't like work. Ah - for the blessing of workalike. If you like it, it's not work, was the saying. It was not the work that I objected so much. It was work not-of-my mchoosing. Give me a choice of work I like, and I will work gladly. I can be a slave to my choosing.
After high school, time to go to work. I had no-choice in the work I wanted. Maybe I had a reputation. No work could I find. Finally someone got me a factory job. That was it, and all there was for me to be-had. Workbeenlike. In retrospect I found the work experience to be very educational. Work for what ? that was the question. Work to live or live to work. I soon rejected the concept of work to live. Might be necessary, but just living didn't seem a worthwhile endeavor to me. Live to work, if the work would be, I suppose, something I loved. What to love ? You can't escape the system. The system is you. But you can choose which system. And you can make your own. Systematics, I was in the automat.
In retrospect, 'I am real and out-there is not', was that the Holy Grail. It was Xanadu. It was a place I wanted to go, to get to. But of course I lost it. Did I again - know it was ever there ? The other side of the glass - where-for ? So now I am real and who am I ? What is the Arcadiac coat of arms ? There is nothing here but machines.
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