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This is crazy. It would need logic and logic that made sense and was convincing. The feeling was so amazing and incredible that why should one abandon it just because everyone would call me crazy and even if I would do the same.
Probably I stayed home about an hour. Then went out into the world. Now this was another tourist trip altogether. Instead of nobody looking out at the world, now I was somebody and the world was looking in at me. So really after that it was to make it work logically.
What this was - was the ability to believe anything. And as it turned out, it was near impossible - to not believe the impossible. I realized the power in this. Certainly it must have occurred to me as to the possible dangers of such a mind state, and the possibility of never being able to get out of some fantasy. But for me the risk was worth it. I was already trained for the game. I had done extensive analysis, spent three years in the army, travelled all over Europe, with mostly nothing but two wheels and a sleeping bag. And I had done a lot of reading, most of the major philosophers as academics and novelists. So it would be all about the control of belief and what I would believe and what I wouldn't.
So I created a long and involved rational, such that I could maintain this state of magnitude. And all I would have to do was to keep it secret. The world became changed and all because I looked at it differently. I should say that the next morning when I woke up I thought wow - how crazy was that. I do not need to do this.
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