Invision

However there was no command to make such and such happen, at least not at this stage. It was the higher powers. The thing was I had to evaluate it all, including my own involvement to get a complete and thorough perspective - and believe it. Not an easy thing to be responsible for. Don't suppose most or maybe even many people could do it. I kind of thought of it later as 'many are called and few are chosen'.

I had my powers and these were capable of anything. Of course I was egotistical about it all. Perhaps I was pompous now and then. Bad things could happen. If bad things did happen what was my responsibility ? If people would tread on me, and something bad happened to them, I would not wish it per-say. I would get angry. So then the thing would be: you must control your anger. But that I also refused to do. If people do things to make me angry, it is only human that I follow my natural recourse and get angry. I had refused to transcend my emotions. Without emotions, what have you on this plane? I was not a petty guy. I would not get angry at any little old thing. I could not get angry if they were oblivious to what they did and didn't know better. I was not inclined to meanness. But if they should know better, and did know better, and were simply malicious, I had no sympathy and still do not. The infraction had to be grievous and repetitive. I was not assigning any punishment. I would not have that much imagination. I might wish them ill, but to actually think of something dastardly - not hardly.

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