Invision

Not a whole lot to be learned except certain political machinations. With higher powers, they could do anything and thus anything was possible and anything could be learned. Another problem with specific entities, is that if they are devious, then the whole experience is devious black and paranoid. If I needed my dark forces because bad things happened all the time and all over the world, they would also be undefined and unlimited, and a counter balance of power was apparent as my forces. Good things happen all over the world all the time. Way, way more good things actually.

Think it was a mixture of wine and weed. I had an image and it was very enlightening. Two things really. I had for a very long time hated my father. Now I saw a line-up of my love hierarchy. My father was number one, my mother number two, Sonoma number three and my brother four. This was astounding. Who would have ever guessed. That is when I got over my father and all his negative influence from my past life. I did not forgive. I do not do that until there is a show, even a hint in some cases, on the other side of some contrition. Then I wipe it out. Never happened. He never was in any way contrite, always on his high horse, wherein I never met expectations, when I talked to him on the phone. He had to be on top, although I don't think he ever understood me or even had a clue. And I had to be loyal to my mother who always loved us, without which I would have long ago probably killed myself by accident, and was always there while he was never. I never saw him again.

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