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Was talking to God's psychiatrist, and he told me that God told him, [Said] The worst thing that he ever did was decree the First Commandment. [Said] he should have knownman, they could never live up to that one. [Said] That was the problem, failing on the first one, how could they be expected to live up to the other nine. One can't be true to the others, if one can't be true to the First. In fact there are no others, unless one commits to the First. One God only and who is the one true God ?

"I confess Commandon't. I will tell you all I know." Now I had a deal here. It was not a true-best. I didn't know anything. "I give you all I got - its nothing." "What are you a wise guy ?" I am in the cell though. I am behind the wall. What is the wall, if it is not real ? What is it, if it is not going to affect me ? What me sorry ? Someone on their way back to the West said, "... don't worry, they have hassled me many times", in a German-English accent. "It's the way you look". I told everybody crossing-back. "Tell them I am here", thrashing in the not-letting netting. What me - I was now worried.

'What are my options here ?', as I had asked myself at the inquisition. "Who are you ?", asked the caterpillar with the hooka-pipe. Want or want-not ? This was my want-not moment. True confession. I failed on the first. I took the first. I need an exception. I am exceptional. "I just can't make no exception." "But everything is going in the wrong direction". "I just can't make no acception." "But all I want to do, is get back to who."

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