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The Doomsday Doctrine: I accept the exception, because it depends on my depending. I get anything I want. It all depends on the validity - who all already has it. "You're no Validictorian.

They were lined up in the dark street-lit, tree canopied side-walk, outside our window Washington DC, and I asked from the door. It was an appliance for an exception-accepting fraternity. Now I had to think about it. But that was the neat thing, and maybe I epiphanied something there in those DC digs. I could now pretend, imagine, almost anything within a specific context, a land I could create, like 'desert-cactus grandee, high plains drifting', not as a single-soul, but one of how many-ever ? I am a fraternity candidate. So what are the whiles here ? What exceptions need I make for accepted ? Compare myself to they-self in the learning center. I guess that's the thing.

I went to the University of Muse. My life was in Museland and their universities were inside my Muse-mind. It was a larger educational field. That was always the problem. How big to make it ? It is only as large as one can imagine. It is limitless is what it is. Because you come to learn, that it does keep expanding, like the Big-bang, all-out shenanibang.

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The fraternity Checkpoint Charley. I want to be in the history fraternity. I went where my father went. They have the most parties. They are the most elite, - to kill-for. So I began my study of fraternities. I got drafted. Imagine that, they drafted me. They drafted everybody almost then. It was a draft I couldn't refuse. They had nose penny-pushin' initiation in high-school. This army basic training was hazing.

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